距离上次离职7天，中间周末2天，抽了一天去了答辩。如果评优还要答辩一次，那么我想，还是不要优好了！

今天端午，屈原同志也蛮喜欢耍的，居然比韩寒还疯，别人就穿着棉袄洗澡而已，还是室内的，屈同志居然抱着个石头室外挑战极限了！文死谏，武死战，怎么就只有人几年屈园同学，没有人去效仿呢。怎么没有人骂昏君呢？怎么就没有人站出来说一些事情呢？操，该死的媚俗！一面和另外一面，分开看，区别还是很大的！

昨天给姑姑打电话祝节日快乐，她很高兴。居然学会发短信了，很不容易！

给妈妈打电话，居然是无人接听。12点整，他们居然打过来，真恐怖！12点整呀！这可是很多恐怖电影里面常用的时间段！

和爸爸聊了一会，如果以后有任何意外，我想我不会遗憾了！

熟悉的寝室，熟悉的身影

熟悉的笑容，熟悉的明天

和煦的阳光，绿油油的草皮

青春的路上，一路挥洒

呆了四年的地方，马上要滚蛋了

在教学楼下面，严肃下！！

答辩，第一拨，第一组，第一个。

论文有26个要点，从市场分析，主流技术分析，模式分析，人工控制搜索结果分析，过滤分析，框架分析，quartz介绍，job.xml介绍，job的写法，jdom的介绍等等。总时间是10分钟。

怎么能说完呢，结果就是什么也没有说好，什么都没说完，靠！

第一个老师问了商业模式，问怎么挣钱，我就奇怪呢，丫一VC还是咋地，说了你也不懂，于是和她说了一些关于广告地模式。另一个老师问了地图地拖放等等问题，日，真他妈有技术含量，不过也怪我没有说好rss地xml生成，和quartz地框架描述。他们都不知道我再说什么，只好在我地字眼里面挑了。

整体结果应该不会太好，不知道最后会怎么处理，是优还是良呢？

和benjerry，applelew在校园里面留影，四处让咱3个给污染了。：）瀑布汗。

多普达小伍今天电量不太足，做了一路地mp3， When I'm Gone，Eminem，听着很有感觉，现在看到一些关于家庭，关于父亲地东西，或者音乐会小有感触，有时候也会小小地潸然，为了避免一些遗憾，我和父亲和解了。很高兴。

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of a pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are gone"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go up there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pump it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

Just smile back..............................

我很少去听一些很××地歌曲，比如时下什么那一夜你伤害了我之类地。

我恶心，恶心听到这种东西，王立宏地一曲花田错，明摆着在说一夜情，强奸已遂，搞不懂怎么这么多人喜欢，或者，时下流行如此？当然，这里还有很多很多类似地歌曲。

本来东方文明是一种很含蓄，很传统地文明。让一群现代地文人，词人，诗人，等等文化人给糟践了。大街小巷传唱着那一夜，我伤害了你，那一夜～～～～，还有什么你是我的什么玫瑰花，我日他大爷，中国产玫瑰花么。中国在未来的多少年内会陷入文化的恐慌，想必也是具有社会主义特色的吧。国情让了解一点中国文化的朋友大为不解，咋上下五千年的中国就是这一调调呢。让人失望。这就是我为什么喜欢看过红楼梦的女人的缘故，因为他们知道什么是中国的东西，该保留的东西，而不是一个只知道甩着荧光棒，大叫×××，我爱你的人。低俗！

流行渐渐的成了一种商业制造，慢慢地，都失去了灵魂，而保留着灵魂地歌曲，很难让人们发现！国内地音乐慢慢地沦陷成商业垃圾。充斥着社会的每一个角落。

哟，您可别说，那些三岁的小孩都会哼唧呢，而问时下的年轻人，几个知道贾宝玉是男是女呢。

让他们去死吧！

朋友的dvbbs遭袭击，表现如下：

点击所有分坛子连接都会跳转到一个网站，而会爆出一个广告id，也就是说，论坛让别人加入了强制广告的代码。

分析原因：

1）link中。

2）setting中。

3）index.asp中插入代码。

采用倒推的模式从代码看起。

asp中没有问题。

setting写在access中，查看，发现相应连接。

aweige是个高手呀，虽然不认识，用session写的木马，连接写入board  setting。是一个广告费的好方法。

问题解决建议：

1）替换所有的asp文件。（防止页面被插入木马）

2）修改数据库相应字段。

3）随时关注dvbbs的动向。

ps：

郁闷的是，耽误了理智同学让听的音乐，脖子扭了，歪着好不舒服。虽然理智不会和我生气，但是我还是很抱歉呢！一会mail说明！

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你认为你再我们公司能学到什么东西吗？

能的，我学到了很多，一些对于逻辑的控制和业务流程。

但是你目前不符合我们公司的要求，通过对你们项目组的人的意见的搜集，我们发现你和项目组的人不能够合拍。而据我的了解，你比较散漫。

您的意思是？

我们在5月底要决定实习生的去留。

哦，那离职需要办理哪些手续呢？我需要我上交的那些复印件。

好的，一会我们的前台的小姐会退还给你相应的文件。

好的，谢谢经理。

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老大，我所有的程序已经更新到cvs了，你查收一下。

你上传干什么呢，都做完了吗？

没有，下午我将要离职了。

啊？哦。

问一下，这个项目是不是到中后期了？

恩，所以你的工作已经做的差不多了。项目进度也能完整跟上。

jy，下午我要闪人了？

你回去这么早干什么？

我被开除了。

啊？你都被开了？

嗯，谢谢这些天对我的照顾。

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旁白：

转正之后基本薪资2k。到手1.8k左右。

基本工作就是在html里面嵌如java代码做业务逻辑控制。

绝大多数的工作是CTRL+C  CTRL+V,所以也要不到价格。

经理没有来过我工作的地方，项目经理对我貌似还满意，其他的开发人员和我也能交流些技术。我给另外的一个实习生讲解过流程和业务逻辑。而他是关系比较硬的人员编制。据悉也在5月底离职。因为本人在周五周六周日答辩，所以请假周四周五，如果我到周三再走，就要进入下个星期，也就会进入下个月，他们需要支付我下个月的实习薪水。而这个项目到六月中旬就可以交付了，也就是说，后期的开发，用不到我了。而如果签约，第一年违约金为3w，第二年为2w。第三年为5k。而最近的2个星期，每天都加班到7点多。

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paul和我说等答辩完成了，再联系，希望有机会合作。

毕竟是要去广州，所以我还是努力的在SH找到一份工作为好。退一步来说，如果没有机会，我真可能去广州。努力才好。

以后找工作还是继续找大型的公司，规范的制度让人好过一些！